I have missed you all. I decided this morning that I would once again begin reading your great blogs every day like I used to. They are always such an inspiration and a reminder that I am not alone.
Today may or may not be Day 1. It’s been really rough getting back on that proverbial wagon. Don’t know if it’s just going too fast or if I don’t have the strength to grab on tightly enough. In other words, am I really committed to not drinking? Time will tell. I don’t know if anyone is ever really ready. It just has to be done, so we do it. At least that’s how I feel it is for me. I don’t want to stop, but I have to. It’s worse than it’s ever been and I can’t allow myself to go any further.
I’ve been trying to stop for the last few months, but as with my Day 1 over 2 years ago, it’s not going to be easy. I have to pull my tools back out and remind myself of what I need to do to get back on track.
I hope to see new people on here and learn their stories. See what they are doing and how they are coping. There is not a shortage of bloggers on this topic that’s for darn sure. Thanks to Belle for keeping me on her list and her emails checking on me. For some reason, I have lost my danglingdebb gmail account. I’ll have to create a new one soon.