Monthly Archives: November 2013

mad

Am all moved into my house. Still plenty of boxes to unpack, and I need to swap one washing machine for another, but I’m here. And, it’s been as hard as I thought it might be. (the drinking) Actually, I … Continue reading

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9 weeks

Not a whole helluva lot to say but wanted to touch base. Don’t want to lose my momentum. 9 WEEKS and counting. Crazy huh? I’ve been eating a lot of sweets to keep Ms Crazy at bay (somewhat). I have … Continue reading

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i’ll take a cold one

Wednesday I’ll be 9 weeks sober. Don’t have Ms Crazy riding me every day, all day, any longer. Her taunts, her subtlety, her convincing manner have been quieter and not as demanding. But, I do still think about drinking – … Continue reading

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a happy camper

Each day still has its struggles and each day I have a mental battle with myself. But each is small and manageable. Just knowing that pretty soon it will be every other day, and then every third day. Keeps me … Continue reading

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my tool box

Tools ..Protein bars in drawer at work for those days when the witching hour hits ..Remember how crappy I feel when I wake up “after” – Am I willing to feel like that tomorrow for the buzz tonight? ..Pick up … Continue reading

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“Dry”

Finished reading “Dry” yesterday afternoon. Pretty much could not put it down. I whole-heartedly recommend it. My favorite line, “I sit there and think how it isn’t fair that I can’t drink at all, even a little. I realize I … Continue reading

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Fat Tire, please

Last night, or should I say yesterday afternoon, was a complete white knuckle session for about 3 hours. Really tired of obsessing about drinking. I wasn’t 99% there and ready to drink, but I was about 75% and that was … Continue reading

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