Tag Archives: insecurities

my next steps

As most of you know, when you were drinking you were consuming lots of sugars (especially from the wine).  When you quit drinking, your body screamed for sugar in Cokes, candy, cakes, etc.  You know what I’m talking about, right? … Continue reading

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survived a rough patch. . . .shew

Yesterday was one of the hardest days I’ve had so far, or at least in quite a while.  And by hard, I  mean on a 1 to 10 scale, 10 being horribly terrible, it was probably a 7.5.  I could … Continue reading

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s’all good

The 2 week mark.   I really can’t believe how I feel right now.  I remember before, those first few weeks.  They were rough.   It’s hard not to compare how I reacted/felt/dealt the first time around.  To verify that the … Continue reading

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I’m baaacccckkkk

I have missed you all. I decided this morning that I would once again begin reading your great blogs every day like I used to. They are always such an inspiration and a reminder that I am not alone. Today … Continue reading

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oops

Where to begin…….. It’s been a rough month or so. The desire to drink has been really strong during the witching hour (4pm-7pm) every single day. Felt like I was back in week 1 all over again. Although things have … Continue reading

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photo

I was looking at some photos on the internet on this url http://www.timetobreak.com/252711/20-breathtaking-pictures-of-the-human-race/12/. This one photo: spoke to me, and the caption above it reads, “A child trying to drag his alcoholic father home.” Wow, the love of our children.

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another year sober – check

I have been super negligent in my sober duties for the past few months.   On one hand, that’s good as I’ve been less focused on ‘thinking about drinking’ and just going about my days.  On the other hand, that’s … Continue reading

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