Tag Archives: fear

my next steps

As most of you know, when you were drinking you were consuming lots of sugars (especially from the wine).  When you quit drinking, your body screamed for sugar in Cokes, candy, cakes, etc.  You know what I’m talking about, right? … Continue reading

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I’m baaacccckkkk

I have missed you all. I decided this morning that I would once again begin reading your great blogs every day like I used to. They are always such an inspiration and a reminder that I am not alone. Today … Continue reading

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day 1? or can i pretend those 12 nights didn’t happen and just continue with 626?

Gulp, so here goes my confession: I’ve been pretending that I didn’t fall off my wagon.   As noted in my previous posts, I’ve had a few nights since mid-February where I’ve chosen alcohol as my beverage of choice.  It … Continue reading

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545

I see newly sober people following my blog and then I let them down and don’t write anything. That is SO not helpful for them. I’ve just had lots of ups and downs, then lots of just plain regular days, … Continue reading

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Wednesday

It’s another very slow day here at work. I’ve played numerous games of Solitaire and Mahjongg plus I’ve finished 4 Evil Websudoku puzzles. I’ve gone on line to view the top headlines on MSN and Yahoo. I’ve checked and rechecked … Continue reading

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still here – still recovering

Unfortunately, I really don’t have much to share. I do appreciate those who are now following me though. My posts from Sept 18 2013 to Sept 18 2014 are probably more helpful than anything I can say now. Life is … Continue reading

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365 days – in summary

READER ALERT: THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG ONE 🙂 GET COMFY 🙂 Thought I’d start first with the lists: I am grateful that. . . 1) I stopped when I did.  It would have been better had I … Continue reading

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pushing past the fear

As I sit here, I got to thinking about what I was doing a year ago today. Did I succumb to the drink or did I make it through the day? Well, as you can well imagine, I did not … Continue reading

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day 300

Wow. 300 days with no alcohol consumption. Pretty darn amazing. It can be done. My one year, September 18th, is right around the corner. I see no reason today why I won’t be singing my own praises come the big … Continue reading

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normal?

As I mozy through life as a ‘normal’ person, things do appear to be better. I so love reading other people’s blogs and saying to myself, “I totally feel the same way” or “Well that explains a lot (for me)”. … Continue reading

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