Monthly Archives: January 2014

does everything REALLY happen for a reason?

I am what I am. I am who I am. I can choose to believe that everything that has happened was supposed to have happened just the way it happened. Because what occurred in the past has made me who … Continue reading

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it can be done

As I progress in my sobriety, I find it harder and harder to write. Well, maybe not harder, but I don’t have as much to share. I suppose that’s a REALLY good thing and I should be happy about that. … Continue reading

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saturday – the 4 month mark – woot woot

My new routine now consists of: heading to the gym for 30 minutes right after work — no excuses, no debating, no questions. Ms Crazy and her monkey chatter may enter my brain, but I pull the “I have a … Continue reading

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To My Brothers And Sisters Who Have Relapsed

Originally posted on Message in a Bottle:
To my brothers and sisters who have relapsed: You are loved, you are safe, you are protected, you are a child of the Creator, you are where you need to be…you are full…

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“what? i can’t hear you over the monkey chatter”

Don’t know how to explain my moments of weakness. I just wish they would stop, or at the very least, become less frequent. I’m getting really tired of this. Last night, well, yesterday late afternoon as I was getting ready … Continue reading

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I believe in miracles

So put on your bell bottoms, pick out your hair, throw on your psychodelic, wide collared shirt (unbutton to “there”) and step out on that lighted acrylic disco floor, because here’s a blast from your past – 70’s style: I … Continue reading

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denial, denial, denial

A tiny bit of history to set the story: I started drinking at a VERY early age. During my years in college, I did as most college students do. Went to all the parties and drank. More often than not, … Continue reading

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