Monthly Archives: December 2013

102 days

Well, my “100 days of sobriety” has come and gone. Now, I’m part of Team 180 and really hope that at 180 days I feel as though I have this addiction thing totally under my control. I still think about … Continue reading

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a letter to lurkers

This post goes out to all those who began the process, started to blog, then dropped off. I miss you! I want to hear from you. And I know I’m not alone in this. All of us out here in … Continue reading

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the day after

I almost threw in the towel yesterday. I came SO close to stopping at the LQ to get a 1.5 liter bottle. Ca Rae ZZZZ 🙂 But, I made it home unscathed from my attacks. Worn and bedraggled but home. … Continue reading

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so close

90 days. Yes, it’s a big deal. It must be, because at 90 days you get a coin at AA!! (Alas, I don’t attend and would feel foolish going only for that day to snag one. Although it would feel … Continue reading

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T-16

T minus 16 days (and counting) Each afternoon is still struggle, but it doesn’t last long. I linger on the “fuck it” problem as noted in Whineless’s post. But, I have no reason to want to drink. The day is … Continue reading

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oh yeah. . . . oh yeah (picture my arms waist high making a circle)

Just a follow up to a very alcohol-FRIENDLY weekend. I shall begin with Friday evening. Monthly Book Club. Always wine flowing at this gathering. I even brought a bottle. Now, how gracious was that?? 🙂 My friend always has some … Continue reading

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on coping

I feel like the last couple weeks, my posts have been a Debbie-downer 🙂 I think about all those people out there who are beginning their journey, beginning AGAIN, or still in the really early days. And, here I am … Continue reading

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