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104

I amaze myself 🙂  Day 104 – where did the time go?  Back in October, November, December, January – all those months I wanted to quit SO badly but just could not lessen the grip I had on the proverbial … Continue reading

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thoughts

Even though I tried to quit many, many times over the last 10 years, there are only 2 times that have left a lasting impression.  The first being September 18, 2013 to April 1, 2015.  My first big step into … Continue reading

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diet coke and alcohol

It’s been so nice this time around not to even think about what day I’m on.  I have to actually think about it.  How bizarre, right?   It’s been 34 days – OVER a month – 4 weeks, 6 days. … Continue reading

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18 hour job?

Not like I have lots to say that would interest any one at this stage. But, I see that there are a number of you out there at least checking out my blog from time to time so wanted to … Continue reading

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frustration

Picture me clenching my fists, my arms straight as boards at my side, a scowl on my face and stamping my right foot on the ground. That’s how I feel today. Frustration and anger just barely covers it.

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october 12

I drank moderately this weekend. Not a good thing, but at least I didn’t over do it. I had a 10.8 mile hike on Saturday morning and knew I would hate it and myself if I felt crappy. So, Friday … Continue reading

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I’m baaacccckkkk

I have missed you all. I decided this morning that I would once again begin reading your great blogs every day like I used to. They are always such an inspiration and a reminder that I am not alone. Today … Continue reading

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day 1? or can i pretend those 12 nights didn’t happen and just continue with 626?

Gulp, so here goes my confession: I’ve been pretending that I didn’t fall off my wagon.   As noted in my previous posts, I’ve had a few nights since mid-February where I’ve chosen alcohol as my beverage of choice.  It … Continue reading

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545

I see newly sober people following my blog and then I let them down and don’t write anything. That is SO not helpful for them. I’ve just had lots of ups and downs, then lots of just plain regular days, … Continue reading

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oops

Where to begin…….. It’s been a rough month or so. The desire to drink has been really strong during the witching hour (4pm-7pm) every single day. Felt like I was back in week 1 all over again. Although things have … Continue reading

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