Monthly Archives: February 2014

still here, still kickin’

It’s Friday, the end of February. Wow, another month down 🙂 18 more days until I reach the 6 month sober mark. How crazy is that? As I read other posts, they bring me back to my day 1’s and … Continue reading

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just a spoonful of sugar

Now that I’m back to eating un-Godly amounts of chocolate and sweets, my cravings for alcohol have minimized. I must say that was scary. I was telling my sister last night how it wasn’t like I just wanted a drink, … Continue reading

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day 155

Another AHA moment in a long line of AHA moments 🙂 I have been trying to eat better and work out, i.e. run, so I can compete in a half marathon coming up the first of May. I let myself … Continue reading

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re-evaluation in progress

Okay, this sentence from my last post: “I am pretty much certain that the chatter in my head is because I still want to drink” No SHIT!! OF COURSE that chatter is me still wanting a drink, that’s what this … Continue reading

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i can’t get it out of my head

I’m not the best with words or describing how I feel. Verbally or with the written word. I would like to relate my state of mind to Paul at Message in a Bottle and then have him write what I … Continue reading

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too soon for change?

Some of you know that I started eating healthier and exercising as of Feb 1. My diet consisted of mostly Paleo type foods. Lots of meat and vegetables with some fruit. I am doing without processed foods (anything white) and … Continue reading

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dreams

Just a quickie: Had my first ever (since quitting) alcohol-related dream last night. I can only remember bits from it, but I do remember having the fuck-its and just drinking the wine that was at the table I was at. … Continue reading

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