Hello all. I see that new people are continuing to follow me and I think that is so cool. I just feel bad because of my lack of posting something extraordinaire or fun or news worthy or posting at all!!! hahaha
I am under a huge amount of stress at the moment. Financial. . . . You’ve heard the saying “The more things change, the more they stay the same”? Well, not true this time. They couldn’t have changed at a worse time and it is NOT the same. In a few months from now, I will be settled one way or the other. Must remain optimistic and be grateful for what I do have.
But because of the added stresses going on, my body has been reverting back to the old ways. I think about drinking a little more now than I did, say, a month ago. Not liking it at all. I try to not to forget to eat in a timely matter; I try not to get angry at my circumstances; I try to get enough sleep but tired these days is my middle name. So out of the acronym HALT, I am doing my best to control HA and T. Fortunately for now L is not an issue (Loneliness). Because of my battle with HA and T, the desire has creeped in.
The weather doesn’t help either. With my frustration, I think how nice it would be to be sitting on an outside patio at a bar and enjoying a cocktail or 2 or 6. I want to numb SO badly it hurts. I just want the end of May to get here so I can be past this.
On a side note, I am really glad my tattoo is where I can see it. It really helps to remind me that I AM a teetotaler. I cannot forget, no matter the situation.
Namaste to all and I hope you get to enjoy your Easter Sunday with good friends and/or family. I know I will be.