Yesterday was one of the hardest days I’ve had so far, or at least in quite a while. And by hard, I mean on a 1 to 10 scale, 10 being horribly terrible, it was probably a 7.5. I could not stop thinking about getting a drink on the way home at the place where I started drinking the last time. Thoughts started filtering in at 2:30pm and lasted until I left work. That drink, yes, the one below –
sounded SO damn good. Rough. I really wanted it. But, I didn’t let it sway me into making my way there. By the time I was on the bus, I had forgotten about it. It’s just hard being at work and having these drinking thoughts running through your mind. Trying to stay focused on the task at hand and internally battling my drinking demon. Sheesh
Tonight I go to my first acupuncture session. It will be the first and will involve lots of talking about me with a session at the end. I cannot wait to give it a try. I understand clarity can come with this along with just moving things around inside to create a better flow and balance. I’m scheduled for 10 sessions and can’t wait to see how I feel 🙂
Today is day 63.