It’s been a few days. Having some real chatter as of late. Must be cyclical. I’ve really been craving a drink this past week. Any kind of drink. And lots of it. Yes, the cravings are few and farther between, but it doesn’t make them any easier to take.
I spent a great 3 1/2 days with my son, his wife and my grand daughter. I hadn’t seen them since January, so it was good to reconnect. My grand daughter and I had lots of fun reading, going to the park and playing with her toys. I headed back home on Saturday evening. The flight home was on a smaller twin propeller-type plane. It took longer than normal, was a bit bumpy and noisy – well, just loud. I landed as scheduled and got to my car in the parking spot. On the drive home – 6:00pm – I was thinking how it would be really nice to wind down and relax with a bottle of wine. It was very compelling, very convincing and very much in my head. I thought about stopping all the way home. Instead, I bought some fast food for dinner. This was NOT as easy as I made it sound. I REALLY wanted to stop.
I don’t feel much better today, but it is one day at a time, and I’m just trying to make it through Sunday. If it really is cyclical, then soon I will be back to ‘normal’ cravings! lol